Sleepless

Seasons come and seasons go

We get angry but we still love

One way or another I just can’t sleep

Until all is well again

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Just changed the theme of my blog.. No header image because I cannot seem to get it done (custom image which I created)!! ARGH!! If anyone who reads this knows how to get this fixed (header image for this theme) on wordpress, please do not hesitate to let me know, thank you!! 🙂

Annoying annoying annoying

Yes, once again, the annoying irritant has pissed me off.. And yes, it always has to be mother.. The root of all anger/annoyance/etc.. They are always nagging and nagging and nagging.. They want their kids to be better but with them behaving this way, it may just backfire on them.. Well, in this case, me.. I am just waiting for the day where the quiet, take-all-shit me, just explode at her.. I tell you, that will be the show of my life.. At times like this, my imagination is always running wild with negative/crazy/etc thoughts.. Sometimes I wish I had work more in my life so at least I have money and can be more independent.. Then I’d give her back her shit that I have to deal with every single day of my life which I totally hate….

Enough of rambling on for now.. So sick and tired of her shit..

House of loneliness

AARRGGHH!! Mum and aunty was talking about my hunch and it was so damn annoying!! Like hello!! It is MY back and MY problem.. !%@$@&!(!&!%!$@%@&!*!*!%^!$!#!%!&!*!^&!%$!$#%@&@(@&@%@$@^!*!*!^@$!%!&!*!^&!!!! I DO NOT want it to be such but it is such and just LEAVE ME ALONE!!!! If I have the choice, I would have a gym in my house and there would be a punching bag.. That would be my anger management….

Stupid mistake

Tonight I made a stupid mistake in a moment of folly when I let my emotions take over…. It has been extremely long since I last had such a moment…. And it ended up with me being in tears…. The tears just could not stop flowing…. When it did, I hope my parents did not wake up and/or did not hear me blowing my nose…. It is human to err.. Yes I know…. But it leads to regret and hurt etc too…. It is definitely easier said than done, easier to advice people than to actually do what you preach….
To that someone, I am sorry.. 我是很爱你的。我会尽力的控制自己，所以这种的事情不会在发生。
To myself, no point crying over spilt milk.. For goodness sake, even though it is hard, please try your best to look on the bright side..
To everyone, cherish your loved ones and some things should be thought more than once (like twice, three times, four times or more) before actually saying/doing stuff, to avoid such stupid mistakes situations….
Thank you for taking time to read this rant of mine.. Time for me to sleep (even though I cannot seem to).. So….
Goodnight world..

Worse bubble tea ever made

I’m a huge fan of vanilla milk tea, seriously!! But, only from KOI!! And Honey milk tea from Gong Cha!! But, this vanilla milk tea from sweet talk seriously tastes so damn freaking horrible!! Everyone, please AVOID sweet talk!! It really taste damn horrible!! Not suited for consumption!!

参演剧集收视佳 瑞恩有望当视后

今年3部本地剧上收视榜前几名，瑞恩虽未提名“最佳女主角”，但明年有望上位当“视后”！（图/档案照）

新闻来源: 联合晚报 | 王英敏 报道

今年3部本地剧上收视榜前几名，瑞恩虽未提名“最佳女主角”，但明年有望上位当“视后”!

“公主”仅剩三人，瑞恩将出位？她单单今年内，交出了《我在你左右》，《过好年》和《最火搭档》的漂亮成绩单，在每部剧中的人物角色分明，不只让观众留下深刻印象，更为她虏获不少粉丝的心；她虽然未曾提名“最佳女主角”，但近来声势高涨，被圈内人形容是“黑马”，有望勇夺明年“视后”！

由瑞恩主演的20集本地警匪剧《最火搭档》口碑不俗，日前播出大结局后，有粉丝在Facebook成立“我要《最火搭档2》”网页，盼瑞恩和陈莉萍能在《最2》中再续前缘，网站短短24小时内，吸引4000网友点击表支持；有粉丝甚至电邮传媒，新传媒高层，廉署要求开拍续集。　

新传媒品牌与宣传副总裁陈国明表示，瑞恩不只今年内有不少代表作，曝光率高，她今年主演的三部剧，分别登上本地剧收市排行榜前几名：《我在你左右》（平均96万9000观众）高居榜首，《过好年》（平均89万6000观众）名列第三。

至于刚落幕的《最》，平均每晚吸引89万1000观众追看，大结局则创最高纪录，有104万7000人捧场，目前则排名第四。

《最火搭档》口碑佳 观众要求拍续集

瑞恩也为监制袁树伟说话：“他安排这样的结局，并不是想走捷径，而是拍《最》前，他和编剧已经有拍续集的想法了，只是要看观众反应、商家等。讲是这么讲，但真的要拍，也应该不会是现在拍。”

陈国明也透露，目前本地剧的档期已排至2011年底，本地电视迷像瑞恩和陈莉萍再度“合体”，恐怕还得等上一阵子。

瑞恩：得奖不重要 重要是演技

从未提名“最佳女主角”，瑞恩：得奖与否不重要。

瑞恩一向不看重奖项，她说：“没去想是否会得奖，那也不重要，重要的是演技有进步。”

“我对自己要求很高，看了自己演的剧后，会有忧郁一阵子，总觉得自己做得不够好。”

她指，得奖只是为了不然让身边一路支持她的人失望，但近来得奖呼声越来越高，她说：“我尽量不去理会这样的声音，还是不要把焦点放在得奖上，因为期望越大，失望也越大！既然得奖、收视都不在我控制范围内，何必去在乎？”

Source: Wanbao, RBKD

Bad Tuesday night and Wednesday lunchtime

Well, I went to grandma’s place after school on Tuesday and cut my hair. Yes, it’s really short and boyish.

The bad part is mum and stepdad doesn’t like it. Well, just to cut it short, it made my day worse and I had an argument with my mum. Well, life is like that. And I never liked all these negative stuff.

That’s all for now.

It’s been a long time…………

Hello hello, once again….

It’s been a long time, about 4 months… Now that my internship has ended and I’ve started my bridging courses for Economics and Mathematics, I will start blogging again… I dyed my hair and had a haircut (YAY!!)… Woohoo!! 🙂

Anyways, friends, if any of you can help me in Economics, please do let me know… Thanks… Appreciated… Economics is draining me… Heh… 😉

That’s all for now folks… Will blog again in a few days… 😉

RUI EN and Ang Moh En :)

Well, RUI EN turned 29 on the 29th this year. And I am turning 2* on the 2*st/nd/th. Both different months of course. Well, HER name is RUI EN and my Mandarin name is Mei En. We both are ENs. 🙂

Okays, I admit iI have been rather slack for a couple of months now. Will try to get back to blogging. Please be patient. Thanks! That’s all for now folks!! 😉